If Only I Could Have Another Chance

You told me everything when you were about to leave, why?

How could I know that I’ve been that cold to you if you didn’t tell me earlier?

My dear... If only I could have one more chance to show you my feelings, I wouldn’t be as reluctant as myself – I would try to be more than myself could be.

If only I could have another chance,

I would wake up earlier than you some days in a week – so, you would feel as happy as myself when I got you as my beloved alarm in my every morning.

If only I could have another chance,

then I would call you with the sweetest nicknames. What do you like the most? Honey, Sweetie or Baby? Please choose.

If only I could have another chance,

I would go to Thailand and meet you there – I wouldn’t ask you to come here, I wouldn’t protest why it should be Thailand, I wouldn’t hear what my friends said, I wouldn’t afraid to go abroad alone, I wouldn’t ignore my heart.

If only I could have another chance,

I wouldn’t be outside until midnight until my phone’s battery drained and make you wait for my texts or phone-calls  while I know you’re too tired and sleepy.

If only I could have another chance,

I would know that you deserved a sweet lover – who’ll use her 2% remained phone-battery to text you and then steal her friend’s phone just to text you or who’ll call you in the first place when she’s having a very limited internet access.

If only I could have another chance,

I wouldn’t go out and have fun with my friends while there, you’re stressed out in revising your thesis. I should’ve make you feel close to me even when we’re not separated by miles.

If only I could have another chance, I would say yes to every sweet questions you asked me.

If only I could have another chance...